You know you're RECOVERING WHEN ...

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When I start planning for a vacation

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When you start remembering that you do love to be on a surfboard and start wondering how it came to selling the last one... and quickly try to forget and move on from the how and keep dreaming of the day you’ll buy a brand new one and be on the water again.

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I agree that when you don't think about benzo or your symptoms you are "better"...the day when you forget about how you are and how you are feeling.
Yesterday I spend my day with my family and when the day was over, I realized that I didn't have a thought to my symptoms.
I felt do happy...

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When I saw my mom and dad for the first time in 20 months. It was tears of love and happy tears even though I am in a wave I went to them. My husband drove 100 km and I was far away from my comfort zone

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I know I’m healing when each Friday begins a new week farther out from jump.  Because, time is what it takes to heal.

[...] 

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...you don't think about benzo withdrawal every minute, or even every hour, and every once in a while you go a whole day living your life without it crossing your mind.

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Wonderful, [...]!

I’m looking forward to those days!

[...] 

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...you don't think about benzo withdrawal every minute, or even every hour, and every once in a while you go a whole day living your life without it crossing your mind.

YES! 

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When I get on BB reading positive threads like this and laughing....instead of searching for threads of people who have sxs like mine so I know I am not dying.

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When the patterns on your rug are pulsating and jumping at you.

oh yes!!