Will I be fully healed by at least next year?

I hear diazepam is the weakest benzo. I was also on a very low dose 5 mg. It’s already been a year and I still can’t believe this benzo belly isn’t letting up and making this anal fissure even worse and worse. I know some people have worser but this is still so so bad to me. It’s unbearable. I’m bedridden and can’t stand to even get out of bed and face the anal fissure pain. I had 0 clue that a psychiatrist had me on a very bad medication known as a benzo. At least it it was a weak sauce benzo. I should’ve just been given an anti depressant or something rather than diazepam