PLEASE help -- Poly drugged success stories?

Is anyone willing to point me in the direction of some MUCH NEEDED inspiration -- people poly-drugged over the years who detoxed a benzo too quickly and had uncommon/severe symptoms who healed 100 percent? People who tapered other drugs the same year as their benzo?

I searched "poly-drugged" for success stories, but I wanted your thoughts. As many of you know, I have been having a TIME and need to know there is an endpoint.

I now have some nasty new or worsening sxs and question whether I will live through this. I am slow tapering Seroquel due to an adverse reaction, and the sxs are worse than acute. Please, no horror stories; I can't take them anymore. The worst sxs right now: Aka, frequent blinking, eye pain, mouth trembling, inner vibration...I may have months until I finish the taper and have been terrorized off the walls.