I've actually had a few good days since going back up. After my NOPE!, and honestly how did I think I'd manage while dealing with the stress from the break up on top. I jumped up but not all the way, today was my first day of water and I was nervous it wouldn't work the same but it's been ok. Interesting enough I haven't had inter dose withdrawals today either. Maybe I better check my math again haha make sure I didn't take a ton more. As you can see I feel in better spirits, I feel like I have a plan, I feel better mentally that I'm not going to attempt another CT.
I do have to say "good days" though are very relative to how I was. No-one else would use the word good for how we feel. But for us we adapt to it in ways I guess.
I hope to hear sooner then later you've turned a new leaf in this journey. Hang in there, sending healing vibes your way.
