Hello BB Administrators,
First of all thanks for all your help.
I have been reading and studying everything about benzo withdraw and trying to understand what´s the best to do in my case.
So far I have understood the following:
Tapering is essential, to avoid more damage and do my best to help in my recovery. I get that cold turkey or skip doses is harmful. I will not go that way.
As I was not taken Clonazepam daily, currently I am giving my body a few days to stabilize with a daily dose. From 0.5 Mg every second day I am trying 0.35 mg daily. I feel much better. Tinnitus has been reduced and I am sleeping better at night. I am waiting for another day to see If I must start from 0.4 mg daily or higher. I am planning to do daily micro tapering. Any tip about from what dose to start will be appreciated.
All this is new to me and honestly, I am still in shock; feeling hopeless and bitter for having been so naïve and blindly trust my health to a doctor. I have rarely been sick in my life so I was not aware about how cautious we must be with our “Health Industry “as you can be easily butchered by them. It has been hard to accept that I have been severely injured twice this year.
In January I was injured by 3 pills of Levofloxacin, that antibiotic almost killed me and left me in a wheelchair for months. I have put all my energy in my recovery which is being successful thanks to many victims of fluoroquinolone antibiotics that helped me.
However, I am coming out from a deep hole that has been so hard to climb and I am realizing now that I fell in another one which is as deep or even deeper. Since January I have been living a horror movie that never ends thanks to whom suppose to “heal” us. My losses has been enormous; my health, social network from family and friends has almost collapsed, financial losses and I still can´t work.
I only realized that I was suffering from Benzo withdraw and that I have been injured by this kind of drugs two weeks ago when I joined BB.
I am noticing that the less stress I suffer, the better I sleep ( 4 or 5 hours) and the tinnitus is lower. Vagus Nerve exercises, ride my bicycle and acceptance are helping me.
For what I have read It seems that I kindled myself. In April and May I used most of the Clonazepam I took this year. Due my ignorance I never tapered down.
All your feedback is welcome.