After getting Covid and mild concussion during taper I have had terrible cognitive problems. I don't know my brain anymore. I live in a fog like my brain is full of cotton, having really poor short term memory. I am forgetting things constantly. I have difficulties to function normally because of forgetting stuff. I feel like my brain and processing speed is slow. I used to be able to do a lot of stuff and now even watching TV feels too much.
Benzo withdrawal has had an impact on my brain even before and I experienced some sort of cognitive problems but they improved so much the smaller the dose is I could function better. I did not think about them as much anymore, I felt more normal. I had some brain fog, feeling more forgetful but I managed. Now Covid and mild concussion sent me to this hell. Also "head symptoms", weird sensations returned that were long gone. I experience weird burning sensations in my brain like "processor overheats" and the burning brain gets worse when I try to think. I experience burning in the right side of my brain. Even watching TV and concentrating feels too overstimulating for my brain and the pain gets worse. Like my brain can't process normally and if I try, headache starts. My head hurts constantly. I don't know how Covid did this to me.. what is the mechanism.. Inflammation..
At the same time I have still a bit of tapering to do and I am thinking like what stopping the med will do in this situation. I hate this.
I am worried about my brain health and I would not be surprised if I get dementia in future. One day I read about first signs of dementia and I was like, oh okay, that sounds too familiar. I feel constantly that I forget stuff. I hope that my Covid induced symptoms improve and I get myself back. And this is only temporary.
I have been thinking about seeing a neurologist and getting an MRI because I have had a headache for a long time and because of these cognitive symptoms. It would be pretty interesting because I haven't had one after my iatrogenic symptoms started during withdrawal. Problem is my sensitive hearing and tinnitus and MRIs are pretty loud.
Both of my parents have had autoimmune disorders and I have a backround of them.