Hi buddies
I stupidly retook these benzos again after tapering off years ago without major issues, now seems I have built up dependency again after a tumultuous covid wave and semi lock down alone.
I had been taking both Xanax and Diazepam intermitted, not daily, maybe took 1 or the other every 3 days or so, either 5mg Diazepam or 0.5mg Xanax. I stopped and returned to work and had bad withdrawals. Heat in chest, heart palpitations, tension head aches, depression and insomnia. As I only took for a few months I started tapering on 5mg diazepam and dropped to 3.5mg over a month and its been hell, depression, insomnia, memory loss. Possibly its kindling or just too fast.
Questions and advice please:
I have a digital scale so wondering if i should go back to Xanax and just start on 0.25 and take off 1% a day for 100 days or something similar, as the valium isn't pleasant.
Or, I could updose the Diazepam until I find a floor and the withdrawals stop and then restart a gentler taper. I have been on 3.5mg for 2 weeks. Been on only diazepam for 5 weeks.
Taper below is from 2018